Hi Gerard, although its been quite a while since ive been on this site i still think about you everyday. I have met a wonderful man called Alan who makes me so happy. Matthew now has the family he deserves and he is a very happy little boy. My darling Gerard, you will always be locked inside my heart forever but now is the time for me to move on with my life and in order for me to do that i need to let you go. You will always be Matthews daddy and nobody will ever take your place.