Hi darling, can't believe you have been gone for nearly 2 years now. Matthew and me are just back from Tenerife where we had a lovely time. Weather very hot and sunny. Matthew turned 5 yrs just before we went and he is starting to ask lots of questions why his daddy is not here. I try to explain it so he can understand but I find it very hard as I don't understand myself. I wish so much that you were here with Matthew and me and our lives were back to normal. You are loved and missed every second of every day and always will be. Matthew is such a beautiful little boy so smart and funny he reminds me so much of you. You would be very proud of him. Sleep tight Gerard, forever in our hearts and memories. xoxoxox