My darling Gerard, Christmas has just passed and there were times when I needed to be on my own as the pain of not having you here was too much. Matthew enjoyed all his presents that Santa left for him but on Christmas morning he whispered to me that he wished his "daddy was here" we will never forget you darling not for a single second. You will always be our shining star and we will love and miss you until we are together again. Good night sweetheart and Merry Christmas. Love you from Yvonne and Matthew xoxoxoxo PS On Christmas Day Matthew and me went to visit you and left you a little Baileys. Hope you enjoyed it. Xoxo